The second sadness is what I want to talk about:

It comes from a love,

a friend or foe

not the worst though

coz you willingly bow

as your sacrifices work like a tow

we forgive and forget

only to regret

that never did we get

our happiness and peace was under a threat

some unfortunate few die with this deceit

never attempting to claim that receipt

to ask for payback of this conceit

soulless and now just a body of meat

so what can we do

is there anything true?

or will these come in the dark and stick like glue?

there are flags that we need to review

and when we see them we have to do what's over due

before its gone a long way down a dark tunnel and we rue

p.s: your poetry is awesome and if you should know that i am a misfit as well. Water has no definite structure but shapes in all but it is beautiful and calming. Release the beauty of your expressions as they are pure and true my friend. God bless. Best wishes.